My spectacular life --->

Ugh... I don't even know where to begin.

So today I found out that one of my best friends is going to be in only 3 of my highschool classes. It's hard enough to be a freshman, but going to school without a good friend on your side makes it even tougher. I know I should be thankful for the 3 classes I have with her. I just feel like I might not be able to talk with her as much as I did before. I was so used to her being in pretty much every one of my classes in middle school. It hurts to see her go.

I haven't talked with any of my other friends about classes yet. I am too afraid. I don't want to lose them.

So summer has really been boring. I took a 3 day trip this week. We had to drive all the way up to Connecticut. It was 10 hours and was ridiculously boring. We spent 2 out of the 3 days driving and only 1 day with my cousins. Which was really stupid because if we could have waited until Thanksgiving to see them then we'd have had more time to be with them. Ehh... but my mom insisted and my dad agreed so they both dragged me along.

Don't worry, my life isn't THAT bad. It's just that the little things that mean the most to me never seem to work. I haven't even had time this summer to meet my friends. Which isn't really anybodys fault. I just didn't think about the fact that I might never talk with them again. I usually IM with my friends, but it's different when you meet them. Me and my friends have made millions of plans, but either my dad doesn't want to take me anywhere because he is tired (and it's not his fault at all, it's his work) or my mom just says no because she doesn't want to anger my dad. I seriously get lectures about how I should make plans ahead of time (which I do) and about why I don't realize that my dad is over worked and that I he can't take me to meet my friends because he is too tired. I've stopped even telling my parents about my plans, because it's useless.

I know my parents are tired with work and they get stressed out. It hurts me to see them like that. This year has been rough on all of us. Beginning with my cat dying. I guess I should just wait until things get easier for my parents. I don't want to stress them out and make them worry about me. I could always work something out with my friends.

My mom and dad have and are still all about 'school'. It's fine with me. I am a regular A, B student, but now they won't even let me meet any of my friends. My mom compares me with all the other students she thinks are really 'smart'. And my dad gives me lectures on math, physics, electrical engineering and all the boring stuff out there. They don't realize that I have my own dreams. That I am not interested in math or engineering. I would rather take my intelligence and help all the animals in the world instead of people.

Or even another dream of mine, become a professional tennis player. It may or may not happen, but hopefully if I can dream it, I can make it happen, right? So, all you people, look out for me in the future.

I am aiming to make my highschool tennis team. Tryouts are in next Spring. Hopefully I can get my parents to sign me up into a tennis class starting this school year. I will probably be able to squeeze tennis lessons into my not-so-busy schedule. Maybe I can get my parents to cancel piano lessons or even move them. =D (Just realized this is my first smiley I used. I usually use gazillion smilies everytime I type. I guess this was some very serious business I was typing about to not use a smiley xP <--- there it is again).

I want to be commited to something other then studies. I had fallen in love with tennis for the very first time when I saw Roger Federer play. He makes it seem so easy. Just simple strokes. I want to become better then him. I want to be number 1 in the tennis league, even if I am a girl. I want to play tennis in the Olympics (which by the way have started!) and represent my country.

Wow... so many "wants" o_0 I wonder if I can accomplish all of them?

Oh, and on a last note, we all know that Roger Federer is going to win gold for tennis is this year's Olympics =3