Don't Jump... Don't let memories go of me and you. The world is down there out of view . Please don't jump
Soo... yeah. I have this Tokio Hotel stuck in my head. Love the band. Just discovered a new song by them. Well, it's not exactly 'new'. I just found it while surfing youtube. It's absolutely adorable. I think it's about suicide or something. But the really cute part about the song is the ending. It ends like this:
And if all that can't hold you back
I'll jump for you
I'll jump for you
Isn't that adorable? Okay... enough of that xD
So, I have to talk about homecoming. And NO, nothing happened (thank god!) If something did happen, it would totally ruin the friendship of me and the Seahorse. And that would suck. Seeing that Seahorse is probably the only friend I can tell everything to without being laughed at. No.. he actually laughs at me, but I feel comfortable telling him things that I don't want others to know.
But, knowing my friends and all... they made me and him dance. It was like AWKWARD... plus it was slow dancing xD And I had my arms around him and his arms were around me... it made me feel weird, but I liked it all the same. You know, I am such a hypocrite. I don't like him or atleast I think I don't like him, but I enjoy the feeling of being near him and talking with him. Is that love? I am not sure. I'll figure it out on my own I guess. Patience is something I fail at. He asked me to dance with him 4 times. They were all slow songs. Then my friends made us hold hands... it was inflicted upon us I couldn't control anything since they threatened to kill us if we let go. So we held hands for like 10 minutes.
And then I left... it was a blur. I said goodbye to him and then to my friends and pretty much tripped (I wore heels) all the way to my car. He didn't call me on the weekend. Which I am not surprised, he usually doesn't call me unless he needs someone to talk to or with.
Oh... and I forgot to mention I wore the necklace he gave me to the dance. =D
So, I have to talk about homecoming. And NO, nothing happened (thank god!) If something did happen, it would totally ruin the friendship of me and the Seahorse. And that would suck. Seeing that Seahorse is probably the only friend I can tell everything to without being laughed at. No.. he actually laughs at me, but I feel comfortable telling him things that I don't want others to know.
But, knowing my friends and all... they made me and him dance. It was like AWKWARD... plus it was slow dancing xD And I had my arms around him and his arms were around me... it made me feel weird, but I liked it all the same. You know, I am such a hypocrite. I don't like him or atleast I think I don't like him, but I enjoy the feeling of being near him and talking with him. Is that love? I am not sure. I'll figure it out on my own I guess. Patience is something I fail at. He asked me to dance with him 4 times. They were all slow songs. Then my friends made us hold hands... it was inflicted upon us I couldn't control anything since they threatened to kill us if we let go. So we held hands for like 10 minutes.
And then I left... it was a blur. I said goodbye to him and then to my friends and pretty much tripped (I wore heels) all the way to my car. He didn't call me on the weekend. Which I am not surprised, he usually doesn't call me unless he needs someone to talk to or with.
Oh... and I forgot to mention I wore the necklace he gave me to the dance. =D
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